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It’s a boy.” “Look, it’s sitting on the top branch!” “What if it falls?” “Can we catch it?” “Where does it live?” Then off it would flutter, its magic along with it, though the moment would live on though rudimentary etchings of crayon on white printer paper and countless remember whens before bedtime. I miss sharing those moments of innocence.  My heart still calls out to my two babies when these everyday delights are revealed to me at odd hours. I have a feeling it always will. It catches me off guard, this new stillness. This empty house of mine, the now quiet car rides, the lazy almost reckless way I can saunter through the market.   I am realizing that emptiness is not always solitary. I am startled to discover that these quiet spaces are inhabited by ghosts. This strange new phenomenon is putting me on edge. 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After almost sixteen years, long past the days when I accepted that two of our babies had not made it to term, I am wondering, once again, who they would have been. How their lives would have blessed us and the world.  They would be in high school with boyfriends and girlfriends and displays of acne that would curse their days. This shocks me.  To tell you the truth, I never would have guessed it.  Miscarriages happen all the time.  A natural process, the doctor had assured me, making perfect sense. Of course it was a disappointment, but I was young.  I’d have more babies, she promised. But she was wrong. We didn’t.  Years passed and we didn’t have a number three; no number four.  I cried my tears and then, one balmy Spring day, I surrendered.  We accepted and stopped trying. That was that, or so I had thought. 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Now, years later, when I lie awake on sleepless nights, I sometimes travel back there in my mind remembering the moments and characters that illuminated that adventure: an elderly man in a sedge hat, his back bent with the weight of time sweeping the already clean path to a temple in Kyoto; a cab driver with white gloves driving us up a steep hill to an address we pointed to in a travel book; the sand dunes piled high against the Sea of Japan; millions of peace prayers written on tiny origami cranes strung together in strips along the narrow streets of Hiroshima like giant paper Man o’ War floating to heaven. One night, as Tim and I sat in a tiny bar in some tiny village, we struck up a conversation with a khaki clad man on the stool beside us. His English was impeccable and he turned out to be Jordan’s ambassador to Japan. I don’t remember his face but I remember the conversation. He spoke to us for hours, revealing the beauty and culture of the Japanese, comparing and contrasting Eastern and Western philosophy. It was a brilliant evening in a brilliant setting. One of those points in time that I look back upon and realize that it wasn’t chance. It was a moment of grace. A moment of revelation. A seed. One of the philosophies of which he spoke was Wabi Sabi.  The name made us giggle, or perhaps that was the sake we drank from tiny cups, but I took in its wisdom and chewed on its power. Though more complicated than I can explain, Wabi Sabi is the art of finding beauty in imperfection. It is an aesthetic ideal that results in an inner serenity and acceptance. It can be life changing. How interesting that twenty years later I would be invited to share our love story in Arielle Ford’s newest book, Wabi Sabi Love: The Ancient Art of Finding Perfect Love in Imperfect Relationships. 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God's Peace to You 
Christmas cards hold a magic I find impossible to resist. Like most holiday traditions, the process is sacred, and, thus, it must unfold the same way each year.  In late November I will buy boxes of cards, stamps, and order prints of our children, sometimes of the four of us if I am feeling visually acceptable.  Next I’ll stack it all on the kitchen counter, a jagged heap of paper that will irritate my husband for days or even weeks. Soon there will be a conversation that will resemble this:   “I noticed you have a new stack growing on the kitchen counter.” “Christmas cards.” “I see that.” “Aren’t they cute?” “How long are they going to sit here?” he will gently inquire knowing I won’t have a definite answer. “Oh, they’ll be gone before Christmas, Honey.  I can promise you that.”   Then, on an ordinary December evening, I will get the inner nod.  This will be the night.  Perhaps Matt will have a volleyball practice, or Tim detained by a client dinner.  Whatever the happenstance, I will be presented with an evening alone. I’ll light a fire in the fireplace, a few candles to add to the glow, and pour a glass of pinot noir. I’ll pull out the old George Winston December CD and pop it in the stereo. As the piano fills the room I’ll move the jagged paper stack from the kitchen counter to the floor by the hearth and lean my back against a worn leather ottoman. Then it will begin, a journey through time that only I can claim.  I’ll open a ragged address book that today’s internet savvy people would scoff at.  But I love to see friends’ names, scratched out as they have moved from place to place, putting their family thumbprints upon communities here and there.  A well worn address book tells a story.  It reveals that life is a trail of smiles and tears. I’ll start at “A” and work my way through a vast list of entries.  And each precious name holds a life story that will capture me for a long moment.  As I write a note, I will fear that it feels trite, like I have written it a thousand times already…but it is a wish, pure and powerful to all of those whom I have loved.   God’s peace to you.   Peace:   ...to the girl I met at seven.  The deck of cards we kept handy in back pockets along with the chalk for hopscotch in the street. I can still hear your laugh and count the freckles on your nose. God’s peace to you as you search for meaning in a city of lights and trolley cars upon great hills.   ...to the teen that slammed her locker shut next to mine for four years in high school. Your  infectious smile and energy live on in my memory. I loved the way your blonde pony tail was always perfect, smooth against your head and tied with a bow.  I wonder if it is perfect now during the long hours you spend by the bedside of your beautiful mother.  God’s peace to lift your heavy heart.   ...to my college roommates. You have held my secrets close for a quarter century.  What would I do without you?  Who would I have become with your laughter? God’s peace to you as we wonder how those carefree girls became women with lives of challenge.   ...to my parents. You have raised six children to love and cherish their families. Your example is the compass by which I direct my life.  God’s peace to you as you continue to seize each day and squeeze joy from it.   ...to my brothers so brave and wondrous.  The life stories we could tell and often do. You are the husbands and fathers I knew you would be. God’s peace to you in your homes as you mold a generation.   ...to my husband’s family.  I arrived one day, a city girl to your country home. I have never felt such warmth. God’s peace to thank you for years of love and acceptance.   ...to the neighbor that welcomed me to my first house, to the mom I met at the park when my daughter was five, to the women that taught me the meaning of community and support.  God’s peace to your families as you lead them, strong and powerful.   ...to each and every relative that brings depth to the puzzle that is my heritage. God’s peace as you continue to reveal our American story.   ...to the boss that believed in me, the usher at church who can’t help but smile, the friends along the way.  All those friends along the way.   Before I know it, I will have spent time with each of you, the lovely and inspiring human beings that have graced my life.  I will have held you in my heart, remembered the angle of your smile, the color of your eyes, the unexpected joys and heart wrenching sorrows that have knocked upon our doors. By the evening’s end I will be reminded that, regardless of whatever the future holds, I have already lived a life of meaning.  I have loved and been loved.  I have laughed more than my share, and cried the tears needed to water the gardens of friendship. At evening’s end, my will husband arrive, rumpled from a day’s work, my son will enter loud and hungry, and the phone will ring with a daughter’s need to share a giggle.  So I will lay down my pen, knowing I will have a few more cards to write before the Holiday is over. And so I will wait, until I get that inner nod  to complete them. It is never planned. But I will know when it is time to finish the Christmas cards, share a memory, and wish God’s peace to you…]]> http://susanpohlman.com/blog/christmas-cards/feed/ 6 Phentermine For Sale http://susanpohlman.com/blog/advent-and-the-power-of-hope-2/ http://susanpohlman.com/blog/advent-and-the-power-of-hope-2/#comments Sun, 04 Dec 2011 02:47:40 +0000 Susan http://susanpohlman.com/blog/?p=813   (Please pardon my double posting of this!  I have had many internet issues of late. Seemingly... 'tis the season to be hacked :)

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I love Advent. I love everything about this time of grace.  It is a thought-provoking, layered season when a family remembers that it is holy, or at the very least, wants to be. The night of Christ’s birth holds every possible intrigue.  It is a storyteller’s delight. Year after year we tell and retell these themes of journeying, wonder, mystery and promise. We look into the bright eyes of our children, snuggled in new pajamas around the hearth, and whisper of cold mangers, wise shepherds, angels and silent midnights that hold only peace. As an adult I have grown to treasure Advent’s grand reminder of  the nature of HOPE. That God does unimaginable work with unlikely beginnings and difficult situations. His elaborate plan of salvation began with the creation of a family in precarious circumstances. A frightened young, pregnant girl with an entire village looking at her askance, an older husband who is not so sure about the whole thing (certainly not used to having angels tell him what to do while he is busy dreaming), and a birthplace that was far from home and extraordinarily unsanitary. I sometime imagine a chummy angel leaning over to Mary during one of her 3:00 AM feedings and whispering in her ear things like “…just a reminder that this IS the Son of God, don’t make any parenting mistakes as the salvation of the entire world is at stake (no pressure or anything). Oh, and the family business?  He won’t be taking that over.  Your baby will become the greatest revolutionary of all times so don’t be surprised when the empire turns against you after you are forced to watch your sweet boy die the death of a common criminal.” P1300137 The holiest of families didn’t have it easy. Not by a long shot. So why is it that we think we should?  Their hardships remind me that God does not live on Easy Street.  That is not where we will witness His great power.  Rather, He lives on Damn This Is Hard Avenue.  Difficulties push us from our safe havens to seek answers.  Pain calls us to wander down that unexplored, often scary, side of town knocking on doors we never would have chosen.  How surprised we are when we find Him in the unlikeliest of places. He is tricky like that. A king disguised as a baby leads me to open myself to the thought that other miraculous contradictions await if we slow down to consider the nature of HOPE.  If we embrace the notion that God offers possibility when there is no evidence present. To see that sometimes beginnings are disguised as endings. Advent reminds me to choose Hope as a way of life. To pull my family close and recognize our sanctity in good times and in bad times.  That God uses our joys to strengthen our love, and He uses our sorrows as teachable moments that draw us close to Him and to each other. The life of a holy family is not always an easy one, but it is the Christmas Story, the one so many of us seek. May God bless us all as we tackle the challenges inherent to family life in this season and every season. As a mother with children off to college and life beyond, I look forward to December 24th, when, God willing, we will  sit as a family, perhaps visited by friends and sung to by angels, on a midnight that holds only peace.  ]]> http://susanpohlman.com/blog/advent-and-the-power-of-hope-2/feed/ 2 Phentermine For Sale http://susanpohlman.com/blog/the-commonwealth-club-2/ http://susanpohlman.com/blog/the-commonwealth-club-2/#comments Thu, 18 Aug 2011 19:26:32 +0000 Susan http://susanpohlman.com/blog/?p=768 Xanax For Sale, Please enjoy this recent presentation at The Commonwealth Club of California.  Thank you to Laura Fraser for moderating~

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We met on a Sunday at the Phoenix Art Museum where my mother had been a docent for many years and dined in their café.  An artful, Where can i order Phentermine without prescription, fitting start  to our year of theater.  Afterwards we followed our map-quested directions further downtown to the Herberger Theater, a lovely venue in downtown Phoenix. We were seeing The Woman with All the Answers, a one woman play about Ann Landers, Phentermine no prescription. Okay, it wasn’t exactly Phantom of the Opera, but it was a start, Buy Phentermine Without Prescription.

Once settled into our seats we looked around. The place was packed. Herbal Phentermine, “I’m the only one younger than seventy,” I whispered.

“More proof,” she began with a knowing nod, Phentermine blogs, “that older people know how to enjoy life on a Sunday afternoon.”

I had a flashback of the two of us, thirty years earlier, Is Phentermine safe, side by side on plush red seats in a theater on Broadway, my patent leather shoes barely scraping the floor. Buy Phentermine Without Prescription, “I feel like such a lady.  Don’t you?” she said as she smoothed her skirt and patted her hair into place.  Her eyes were gleaming. I did feel like a lady, dressed in my Sunday best, Phentermine from mexico, hands folded, waiting for the curtain to rise once more and take me on a journey.  I loved this feeling of doing something with my day other than chores and ‘getting ready’ for the week. Phentermine without prescription, Getting ready for what. Being busy. How many Sundays had I passed up the opportunity to feel like a lady. How many Sundays had passed in my life without taking advantage of quality time with my beautiful mother, Buy Phentermine Without Prescription.

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We were transported to her living room, June 30, buy Phentermine without prescription, 1975 as she was trying to pen her infamous column about the break-up of her thirty-six year marriage to her beloved husband, Julius.  Because she was utterly heartbroken she found all sorts of other topics to talk about rather than writing the column.  And through her humor and the reading of letters and conversation with the audience, Phentermine samples, we learned about Ann Landers, the woman.  Eppie Lederer, the sister of Pauline Lederer, the double-crossing identical twin who went on to become her adversary, taking Phentermine, Dear Abby.  A simple, yet complicated human story that reminded me that all of our lives hold opportunities for greatness and none of us escape sorrow. Phentermine interactions, We learned of her rise to fame, how she won a contest to take over the column after the death of the original Ann Landers, and became a trusted advisor to the public for many decades. But though her life was full and exciting, japan, craiglist, ebay, overseas, paypal, it also had its share of pain and betrayal. Buy Phentermine Without Prescription, Though her words held great power in society at the time, she was powerless in situations that deeply plagued her.

There was one particularly moving scene in which she recalled speaking with President Johnson, Phentermine description, personally begging him to end the Vietnam War.  To drive her point home, she traveled to the war torn country for three weeks, visiting the bedsides of wounded soldiers, a few thousand by the end of her stay.  She recalled the moments sitting by those bedsides, Phentermine pics, holding the hand of one and touching the forehead of another, asking about their homes, Generic Phentermine, listening to their stories. Her mission was a powerful one, to stand in for the mother they desperately needed.

This was the moment in which I remembered why I loved the theater when I was young, Phentermine price, coupon. It connected me to a life bigger than my own, broadened my understanding of the human experience, Phentermine natural, made me a better person. In the glow of the stage lights I could see tears glistening on the cheeks of many, cloth handkerchiefs lifted to eyes and noses; a powerful silence filled with a grief so real I could reach out and touch it, Buy Phentermine Without Prescription. Like the whole place was afraid to exhale, afraid to unleash long buried terror.   This audience bore those memories in a deeply personal place, Phentermine brand name, some of whom may have been in Vietnam themselves.

Finally Ann finished her sad letter to her fans, Phentermine photos, humbly admitting even she, the lady with all the answers, after all of her years of preaching against divorce, could not hold her own marriage together.  She asked, my Phentermine experience, "How did it happen that something so good didn't last forever?”  I could see a thousand heads nodding with her in the darkness. Acknowledging that good things in our lives do end, Buy Phentermine from mexico, and it hurts.  Living proof that memories do not stand all alone in the moonlight. Buy Phentermine Without Prescription, When the curtain came down, I did not want to move. I wanted that feeling of human connection to last. I wanted to think about the reasons why we let things that are important to us slip away.  Why is it always a shock when the very things we stop paying attention to end.

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“I was thinking the same thing,” my mother said as she buttoned her jacket and adjusted her grey silk scarf.  “That was wonderful.  I didn’t want it to be over.”

“Me, neither.”
“Let’s make sure that these Sunday outings together continue.”

“Well, you’ve already convinced me that older people know how to have more fun on the weekend,” I began as I looped my arm through hers and walked slowly out of the theater.

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